Before getting on with the poem , I would like to tell you that it was supposed to be comment to poem by JUST FOR WELLAS......cosmos conspires but again I ended up uploading it.......so the request is please read the original cosmos conspires before getting on with this one

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When alone in pensive mood I sit back to analyze

Why this happens to me, just me...each and every time

Why I end up losing the war I think I should have won

Why every time I am a mere spectator when someone else as a king is sworn

Why this injustice happens just to me

Can I ever get the opportunity to be lucky and thank the almighty

I have heard fortune favors’ the brave

I have been courageous just to see the same result

Just to end up at my dreams grave

May be lucky are those who end up being lucky

It’s nothing I can sort out; it’s indeed a cosmic conspiracy

But again introspection tells me I have really been a loser all trough out

I have lived in a Utopian world killing all inner questions, crushing all doubts

I have rarely being honest to thyself, leave apart the world

Always believed in what I wanted to, never accepted the facts that I should

But this self realization fades out, unachievable dreams are set again and for them I aspire

Again I know I will fail ending up saying it’s not my fault….it’s the way cosmos conspires