An AnOnYmOuS PoeT: cosmos conspires

I laugh i play all day long

to hide the signs of solitude

But for oft when on my bed i recline

I get in touch with that pensive mood

I wonder why God does this with me

when i am innocous to every1 else

wondering what all i could have achieved but missed

just coz luck never rang my doorbells,

It appears to me that no1 likes me

even my "friends" dont ever care

Apparently teaming with those opposing me

thy omnipotent almighty is also there

Kushal Arora said...: When alone in pensive mood I sit back to analyze
Why this happens to me, just me...each and every time
Why I end up losing the war I think I should have won
Why every time I am a mere spectator when someone else is as a king sworn
Why this injustice happens just to me
Can I ever get the opportunity to be lucky and thank the almighty
I have heard fortune favors’ the brave
I have been courageous just to see the same result
Just to end up at my dreams grave
May be lucky are those who end up being lucky
It’s nothing I can sort out; it’s indeed a cosmic conspiracy
But again introspection tells me I have really been a loser all trough out
I have lived in a utopian world killing all inner questions, crushing all doubts
I have rarely being honest to thyself, leave apart the world
Always believed in what I wanted to, never accepted the facts that I should
But this self realization fades out, unachievable dreams are set again and for them I aspire
Again I know I will fail ending up saying it’s not me….it’s the way cosmos conspires; November 1, 2008 at 3:20 AM
Kushal Arora said...: bhai this is what i have to say regarding ur poem....... that is my take on how cosmos conspires against you ;); November 1, 2008 at 3:22 AM
just4wellas said...: you say that i aspire for things i dont deserve!!!!!!!!!!!!; November 1, 2008 at 7:23 AM

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