Walking down the memory, u wonder what u gained n what u lost
You painted the world red, its an achievement.... but at ur own cost
Lost is that innocence, lost is that laughter
You urself are lost, it was then n there after
When u killed the child inside u, n planned to grow up
When u said no to childish nonsense, n to giggles shut up
You turned diplomatic, a double face person
Killed the taught values, n still searching for the reason
You want get back, n be the free bird again
You want to live the life, n fly again
You want to relive the cherished dreams again, but find a blurred vision
Its the glares of reality ,n again you postpone ur decision
The cobwebs get more denser, gettin u more engulfed then ever
Then the dream a moment ago, n now it will be achieved never
Some caring for position,some for power n some for wealth
Ask me what i m up to ....... "i m in search of self......i m in search of self"